I'm so annoyed with myself for leaving all studying for my genetics exam tomorrow for tonight. Why why why why?!
And eating cookies and Starbucks for dinner does not make me feel well. I just feel even more guilty and a little nauseated.
Wish Aaron would come back.. :[ Can't really ask him to though; it's not fair for him to be sitting here, dying of boredom, while I try and fail to study. I'm allowed to have selfish thoughts as long as I keep them to myself.
On the up side, I finished my scary biochem homework! And the quiz tomorrow should be fairly simple.
Gosh, I can't wait until next year when I finally get my own place. I'm just crossing my fingers that I'll have enough money or find things cheap enough to be able to make it cozy.
Monday, March 23, 2009
Wednesday, March 18, 2009
Happy day.. :]
I had a really wonderful day today. Went out to Wills Point and went fishing with Aaron. I didn't catch anything (which I was actually thankful for because I have no interest in giving a fish a mouth piercing for no reason) but we got to sit and talk for a really long time. I guess it just makes me realize how much I really love him and how much I'm enjoying my life nowadays. It's a pretty wonderful feeling. :]
Had a great time celebrating St. Patty's day! I hope we all get to hang out again soon.. and not have to wait until the summer or something.
Speaking of fun things to do... I think Aaron and I are going camping again in a couple weeks! The week of Relay for Life, I think. Aaron's dad bought us a camping stove thing (which was so sweet and it took Aaron completely by surprise), so we'll be able to cook just about anything. I suspect it will also be a little bit warmer and less windy this time. We'll bring the fishing poles, too, and I want us to do some wildlife photography or something of the like. Anyway, I hope Erin and Jeremy can come. I think it would be even more fun if we had more people there to hang out with. :D
My sister's birthday is in the morning!!! More cake and naughty food. Ugh! The diet is coming hardcore once I get back to College Station.
Had a great time celebrating St. Patty's day! I hope we all get to hang out again soon.. and not have to wait until the summer or something.
Speaking of fun things to do... I think Aaron and I are going camping again in a couple weeks! The week of Relay for Life, I think. Aaron's dad bought us a camping stove thing (which was so sweet and it took Aaron completely by surprise), so we'll be able to cook just about anything. I suspect it will also be a little bit warmer and less windy this time. We'll bring the fishing poles, too, and I want us to do some wildlife photography or something of the like. Anyway, I hope Erin and Jeremy can come. I think it would be even more fun if we had more people there to hang out with. :D
My sister's birthday is in the morning!!! More cake and naughty food. Ugh! The diet is coming hardcore once I get back to College Station.
Monday, March 16, 2009
Tres leches cake..
..is so good! And it came out of one of those cake mix boxes! I'm so making this cake at my apartment some time. It's so creamy and delicious. Actually, it tasted like creme brulee, which is also delicious!
Today was my brother's birthday and I didn't get him a present because I had no clue what to get and I feel bad. :[ He's supposed to tell me what he wants.
So Dr. Jones had me as his personal angel of death today. I totally understand the need to learn to do intravenous injections on dogs that it won't matter if their veins get really messed up by poking around in the wrong place, but I euthanized two dogs today by myself in the back and then helped him euthanize another dog where the owners were actually holding the dog and crying. I guess it was about time I saw something like that. It was just so, so sad.. I really tried my best not to cry because I'm sure that wouldn't have helped the owners one bit. Better start getting used to that, I guess. I feel a little better knowing that, in all three cases, I definitely felt that the dogs were suffering badly and euthanasia was probably the kindest way to help them.
Ok that was sufficiently depressing. I'm going to call my boyfriend now!
Today was my brother's birthday and I didn't get him a present because I had no clue what to get and I feel bad. :[ He's supposed to tell me what he wants.
So Dr. Jones had me as his personal angel of death today. I totally understand the need to learn to do intravenous injections on dogs that it won't matter if their veins get really messed up by poking around in the wrong place, but I euthanized two dogs today by myself in the back and then helped him euthanize another dog where the owners were actually holding the dog and crying. I guess it was about time I saw something like that. It was just so, so sad.. I really tried my best not to cry because I'm sure that wouldn't have helped the owners one bit. Better start getting used to that, I guess. I feel a little better knowing that, in all three cases, I definitely felt that the dogs were suffering badly and euthanasia was probably the kindest way to help them.
Ok that was sufficiently depressing. I'm going to call my boyfriend now!
Sunday, March 15, 2009
Blogging
Yes, I feel like blogging. I have to get up in six hours but I need to be up for at least another 10 minutes to call my brother and wish him a happy birthday.
I wish I didn't stress so much all the time! It would help if I would actually do things when I have the time. Such as filling out important vet school acceptance paperwork, a scholarship application, FAFSA, etc.
And then there is the genetics exam Tuesday after spring break. I have definitely not listened well enough in class to feel ok about that. And biochem is waaaaay over my head right now. I hate photosynthesis and the electron transport chain in ways I didn't think were possible.
On the other hand, I have so much to be thankful for that I feel guilty for any ranting at all. I got into VET SCHOOL. That's insane. I still can't quite wrap my head around that. I'm getting a little scared, to tell the truth. It's supposed to be killer difficult the first year.. I have to take 21 hours of intense classes the first semester. I really want to have enough time to spend with Aaron. I get to see him so much now and it's so wonderful. It will be really hard, I know. He was so sweet the other day when I brought it up, though. He said something like, 'I know it will be hard but we'll get through it together and grow from it.' ..which made me happy. :] He's the best..
Must call my brother!!!
I wish I didn't stress so much all the time! It would help if I would actually do things when I have the time. Such as filling out important vet school acceptance paperwork, a scholarship application, FAFSA, etc.
And then there is the genetics exam Tuesday after spring break. I have definitely not listened well enough in class to feel ok about that. And biochem is waaaaay over my head right now. I hate photosynthesis and the electron transport chain in ways I didn't think were possible.
On the other hand, I have so much to be thankful for that I feel guilty for any ranting at all. I got into VET SCHOOL. That's insane. I still can't quite wrap my head around that. I'm getting a little scared, to tell the truth. It's supposed to be killer difficult the first year.. I have to take 21 hours of intense classes the first semester. I really want to have enough time to spend with Aaron. I get to see him so much now and it's so wonderful. It will be really hard, I know. He was so sweet the other day when I brought it up, though. He said something like, 'I know it will be hard but we'll get through it together and grow from it.' ..which made me happy. :] He's the best..
Must call my brother!!!
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